Just a Thought

So, I see that no one comes on here anymore. It is almost a freeing feeling writing this with no readers. lol. Truthfully I don't even know why I came on here. But for the sake of randomness, I feel like I should continue.
I took some time for myself for a little bit. I moved out, I got a new job, I met new people, I went to a new church, and I feel like I started realizing what it is that I want for myself for the next month or so.
I feel like I was so caught up in planning my life out for the rest of my life, that I didn't know what to do about the little bumps and bruises that accurred down the way. I am getting better but still a work in progress.
I guess on more fun notes, my 20th birthday is on Tuesday the 19th. I am getting very excited. My mother is taking me on a cruise to the bahamas. We have designated that her nickname for the next week is "Bahama mama" and mine is "Bahama Baby". lol. I couldn't ask for a better Mom and a better Friend. She does both roles honorably. I hope that when I have my kids I can find the balance like my Mom has. And it is very funny how when you get older the Mom card gets used less and less and the friend card is more often around.
Well I have finals this week and I have a paper to write, but it was fun to do something that I haven't done in a very long time. To anyone who is reading this, I miss each and everyone of you guys. (: