So i haven't updated this in a long time, so i thought today would be a great day to do so. Umm. alot has been happening over here. and not all good things, but just challenging things. My brother comes home from the hospital today, and he's going to be living with us for a while. I kind of have mixed emotions about it, I want to be really supportive of him right now and of my mom, but at the same time I am kind of afraid that it will be like it used to be. :( But I have so many people supporting me, and helping me through this that it is amazing, i feel so blessed by God right now with all the support ive gotten from Alyssa and Emily. They really have helped me so much this past week. Thank you guys.

But on a happier and lighter note.. I have discovered somethings this past weekend. I went to Stockton to go to a ball with my bestfriend and her family, and i really realized that I am so happy here. I used to miss my old life in Stockton and my friends that I have there, and not saying that I still dont, but God has blessed me with so much here in Clovis. It is wierd I walked into my old life this past weekend, and it was almost as if I didnt belong anymore, that I know better this time. It was a really great expierence, and I will forever love those people, but it isn't my "home" anymore. Clovis is. :)

and more pictures. :)

So this is me updating my post...i kinda just wanted to put pictures on because i feel that i dont have much to talk about ...so here it goes. lol.

I feel as though God is challenging me everyday to be the best I can be. It's funny to me how I can feel what God is telling me to do, and yet still oppose it. I have had to realize some things lately, first of all, letting things go is a huge task for me. If someone doesn't do exactly what I think they are capable, it has nothing to do with me. I am called to love everybody, and that is what I strive too. I got in an argument with someone yesterday, and I finally realized what Michelle was saying at biblestudy. I can finally accept that we aren't going to get along right then, and not being angry about it, and more importantly LET IT GO. I can wait for God to give me an opportunity to speak to this person. I am finally listening to what God is telling me to do, and it feels amazing. :)