So i haven't updated this in a long time, so i thought today would be a great day to do so. Umm. alot has been happening over here. and not all good things, but just challenging things. My brother comes home from the hospital today, and he's going to be living with us for a while. I kind of have mixed emotions about it, I want to be really supportive of him right now and of my mom, but at the same time I am kind of afraid that it will be like it used to be. :( But I have so many people supporting me, and helping me through this that it is amazing, i feel so blessed by God right now with all the support ive gotten from Alyssa and Emily. They really have helped me so much this past week. Thank you guys.

But on a happier and lighter note.. I have discovered somethings this past weekend. I went to Stockton to go to a ball with my bestfriend and her family, and i really realized that I am so happy here. I used to miss my old life in Stockton and my friends that I have there, and not saying that I still dont, but God has blessed me with so much here in Clovis. It is wierd I walked into my old life this past weekend, and it was almost as if I didnt belong anymore, that I know better this time. It was a really great expierence, and I will forever love those people, but it isn't my "home" anymore. Clovis is. :)